morning woke up by sister. asking me where i put the mirror. hahas. then i couldn't sleep anymore. so was thinking of the christmas present i would want to buy for dear , crystal & caren. hurrhurrs. then as i thinked. crystal called me. then i hang it. cause hp no money. sobbx. carried on sleeping for another few minutes. went to bath when mummy woke me up. show off her hair dyes. WTF~ its dark purple & don't suits her! =x

after that went out to meet crystal & sichen. i crossed the carpark then step on soil! eeeeyrs! then my slipper was like, stuck into the soil? GROSS~ then met up with them at 30. tissue!! cleaned my slipper. but theres still marks on it. arrrrs! then don't care. xPPP took bus to west coast. met up with caren, my sweetard.

walk all the way to ginza. hurrhurrs. had our lunch. macdonald. GEES. its nice&spicy. but i can't finished it. its alot too SPICY~ after we ate, took bus to jurong east. im returning books for sister. hehhs. thats an excuse to come out. actually intended to go jamming. but that cost $15? heard crys say de. then went to buy sweets. thats my fav type. then went cashconverter find nice vcds to watch but theres no nice show. booboo~

hahas. saw a few guys inside cashconverter. hurrhurrs. then we went redman to find some nice thing to make our christmas cookie. saw them inside. kekes. so coincidence uh? decided we'll make christmas cookie & decorate something on it. GRIN* for our very beloved bfs~

then walked past shop&save, saw them again. hurrhurrs. whatever. went seven-eleven. sichen treat me mashpotato. but till the bus stop then i threw it away. cause it makes till my leg & hands. then sichen threw it too. =.=" after that went to crystal house with caren. heh hehs. watch tv. then crys parents came back. erms. her mum don't like me. cause of the first geek performance that time. ahhhs.

then went off cause crys going down eat. slacked with caren all over teban? hahahas. then went prata shop buy tissue prata. yummys! then went 23rd flr eat again. this time round its nicer. cause the person who make it is different. but all those margerine & sugar will make me fat! eeeeeyrs. but its ncie. hurrhurrs. went chop ah chai buy peach+lemon tea, went up crys house again. used com for awhile then wnt home. crys godbrother coming her house stay. hahas. send caren to bus stop. saw daddy. hahas. ask em go where. then say mummy let de. gt msg her. then he loom at caren then went off. told him i'll be sending her to bustop then go home.

hasn't going on good terms with daddy. so sadcase. went home. mum naged me & scolded me. for goodness sake. you let me go out in the morning. just because i hadn't buy the comb you wanted. you flared up with me. if im money-faced, what are you? mother of a money-faced? when have you give me daily allowance in this fcuking holiday? NEVER! all my expenses was from brother. you said i will have to remember your words. FINE. you don't need me. i fcuking don't need you too. don't ask me anything bout that damn hp. you never even thought for me. yea. & i do hate you. really hated you. but i've no choice. since im born by you. i'll have to accept it. but your doings are making me want to commit suicide. those slashes. i tried. panadols. tried. if im really devastated. i can't promise you i won't jump. because this is what im feeling like to do. NOW.

im so damn frustrated today. with sichen's case & mother's. BITCH IT!! hais. mother baotoh sis i today went out early. & came back at arnd 9. so what? do i have to face you everyday? i only get nag & scoldings from you. then sister was like hot. but thats all faked. everythings faked. thought of leaving house after i started working. but thats gonna be lots of expenses. wait till i have much savings then decide on how. i seriously don't want a family like that. but i love brother & sister. cartoonic. <`33.

dearr. six more days & you'll be back. im yearning to see you. but you quite stupid lurs. =x stead haven one mth you go malaysia. not scared i hong tarbor de. kakakas. but frankly i've not been meeting any other guy unnesasarily. except for some of friend's friend? hmms. will be waiting for you to come back. loved&missed. mwarhhks.